It's been years, since I enter this blog again. It feel strange reading the posts I wrote many years ago. I was so damage back then. No faith, no hope,never believe in unconditional love. She taught me that unconditional love do exist, i felt it myself, deep within me. I don't hate her, on the contrary, I still care,worried and wish that she will be happy. Her happiness is my joy.

It fit, everything fit into how the bible described. A bible which I do not believe in, describe perfectly my feeling.